Yesterday was the anniversary of me finding out that my baby I was carrying had no heartbeat...
Rather emotional and sad day...
I decided to get my garden ready for winter (left it a bit late and wasn't quite sure the time was right for it, but I did it anyway)...
As I was outside doing the work, a little Robin appeared... I said hi to him and carried on working... He flew away for a minute then there he was again... He came quite close to me, wasn't scared at all... I enjoyed having him around and listening to his beautiful songs he was singing to me all afternoon but didn't quite thought any more of it... Until he was so presistent and literally followed me around everywhere... Whichever part of the garden I was working on, he was there... Never more than 2-2.5m away from me at one point he even sat on the top of my broom I was sweeping with...
Then it clicked... He was there to comfort me in my pain... Like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day... When I realised why he was there, a few tear drops roll down on my cheeks, the warmth of love and hope filled my entire body washed away the pain and sorrow and I was standing there feeling truly blessed...
And a couple of days later I found this picture randomly... Really did make me cry...
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